Tuesday, July 22, 2008

mmm....summer fresh!

i am changed.

This summer has been one of growth. Spiritually, emotionally, and mentally. i feel that i am really making steps in repairing and regrowing my relationship with G-d. i'm learning how to retrust myself, G-d, and people. It's hard and not fun, but it's definately a big step. another thing that i've done this summer is decide to petition for acceptance into the leadership class at Metro. doing so is to forfeit all chances of valedictorian. i am accepted, and not taking math this year. i am completely at peace with my decision although it is throwing my principal for a loop. and another thing. i am happy. i have discovered and completely tapped into the joy of the LORD. and truly the joy of the LORD has become my strength. i'm a new person. and the odd thing. since i've come home from my month of self-discovery. i've been told by multiple people that i look completely different. and you know what that is? Jesus. i love who i am in HIM, and i don't intend on changing that. i'm excited about life, and i feel free.