one of the days i dread. being around family members i can't stand partly because they kinda creep me out and kinda because i have to be sooo careful about what i can and cannot say. also it is one of the few church services that the Dalton family attends. For all who don't know, Sarah and Shelby Dalton have been my best friends since birth. But every time i see them, all i can see is the past, because if i focus on the present, i break down and cry right there in front of them. i long for the day when they wake up and realise they have nothing left. maybe then they'll stop being idiots and lean on God instead of....well yeah. it's supposed to represent a day of hope, of strength, and of restoration. but growing inside me every year is a desperate wish that it wouldn't come because all i find in it is fakeness, idle faith, and dimming hope. who knows, maybe this year will be different.
1 Corinthians 13
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